Update

My nan is bck at home, well was untill today, my mum, who isnt in the best of health herself was staying there, but was struggling, my poor nan cant lie down in bed, cant stand up cant walk, and it was getting really tough, went to see her with kids, and they put a smile on her face, and matt said her disco dancing days are over!!!!, bless, she went into a nursing home today, she must be totally crushed, so independant, just till she gets back onto her feet, which im sure she will soon enough.

well, house wise, we wer told we were near the top of the waiting list for a house on the estate matt used to live, lived there with his babies mummy ages ago, and alone in a flat too, and then we rang yest and they said we are 28th!!!!!!! and i rang today and they said we dont have a position on the list whhaaaaattttt???? so we are ringing back tomorrow to speak to the lass who actually has the list on her comp, she wasnt in today and no one else has it apparently.....fingers crossed, apply for 6 every week, on leeds council and kirklees, really wanna move bad, i hate this house, hate it, tis not a home, too small, scruffy, i wanna decorate and have it nice, but i aint spending cash on it when i hate it!

got a new driving teacher today, went really well, i text him and told him to expect me to be really bad, as i was sooo nervous, but i did surprisingly well!!!! a hell of a lot better than i thought! so hopefully it will go better, i am only having an hour a week, so he said he would have me passed by july, so i might think about doing 2 hours a week, but an hour each time....then it doesnt wreck my head!!!!
so fingers crossed, drove matt for the first time other dya, he shit himself, he was terrible, his car is powerfull and diff, and i got scred knowing he dint have dual controls!!! even tho he did keep jumping for the brake haha bless him!!!!!

nothing else to report..all boring really!!! matt off to see his lil man on saturday, so i dont have jake friday night so me and luke might take a trip into waakey or something...meeting the mother in law on friday, matt was s'possed to go to london but dont think he is as he STILL not ben paid ffs...grrrrrrrrrrrr......but ill still meet her anyways, i can moan about matt then!!!

thats it now..bed timeeeee xxxxxx

Get well nana and update

My poor Nana, shes grand old age of 84, lives on her own, sooo damn independent, has fallen down her steps leaving the flat and broke her hip :(, and she cant take some strong painkillers as they make her puke, and others make her ulcers flare up, bless her, so my mum is staying with her for a while, and neither have had any sleep, wish i could help in some way.. GET WELL SOON xxxxxxx

Not really been up to much lately, nothing exciting, may have over active thyroid problem, been investigated MM, needles, lovely! got me a new pram, a lush one!!! stuck the pliko on eBay, see boring, nothing exciting!!!
we have been told we are super close to getting our new house in the area we want, not saying where as i don't want my ex ever finding out! we got offered on on fanny moor crescent, ha ha, Matt wouldn't be able to live there he such a child....and it was in Huddersfield and we don't want that...

i got insured on Matt's car today, and also found myself a new instructor, i liked driving the vectra, so different to the fiesta i was used to, hardly notice you got an accelerator!! ain't drove for 2 weeks so need to get back into it, wanna be passed in the early new year!

big shout out to my mates who have been ill too!! good old sooz, ya big shlaaag!!!! poor sod got oink oink, get better soon babe,

our night out int happening in Leeds now, me and Matt were gonna go Blackpool for the weekend, but with my mum at my nans, no one to have Jake, not overly fussed, as long as my nan is getting looked after, a takeaway will do me fine..
thats all for now xxxx

Shopping Addiction

I really shouldn't allow myself to onlineshop when drunk LOL...went out today to soccer city to run Jake round like a loon to tire him out! and we ended up at white rose after, I have an addiction to NEXT absolutly everything the kids wear is from there, I love it.. YOu should see me at the half price sales, im like a mad woman i just throw everything in, So i took myself there and got jakey boy some jeans nd a jumper, then we arrive home to a huge parcel fromt he catologue..jesus...i got bit giddy on friday haha, the kids are now kitted out till next year..oppppssss...ah well, gotta hve my babies looking good!!!

Not really been up to much else, my big night out in leeds is cancelled booo, so me and my yummy man are going out, and i will be insured on the car so im driving us, haha matts shitting himself, he aint experienced my driving yet..yeah bye bye new car!!! only just bought it and im gonna write it off....So it will be aakash for tea, ice age 3 if i get my wya at the flicks then a few beers at the pub me thinks, not got either baby at home al night, first time in months, god we both need a break, and a sleep!!!

So no doubt will update drunken antics!!!tahts all folks xxx

Sad News and poorly arms

Well lets start with the sad news, when i was with my ex, he worked with a bloke called stuart, and i worked for stuarts wife carole, now these two are bestest of friends and have been for a very lot of years with my exs mum and her partner, we all went to the pub together on a sunday, got quite drunk etc, and i actually had my first ever slow dance with stuart on new years eve as my ex wouldnt dance haha, so anyways, jakes grandad fetched jake home on wednesday, and i asked me if i knew if stuart had died the night before..obviously i didnt now. gutted. he had died at 3am after a 2 month battle with cancer, obv as i am only in touch with jakes grand parents when needed, i hadnt a clue he was even so ill.
he was allways so healthy, lovely bloke, was quite close. So RIP wardy!! I wont be there wednesday as ya know im on really bad terms with family and dont want to be rows, hope you have a good send off, yall be missed soo much xx

As for the poorly arm, i had an implant to stop me spouting more kids and it bloody hurt, im such a girl!! taking off bandage now and might jus cry..

Thats all for now
rian xXx