So matthew decided to move the comp downstairs again, so he could at least sit with me whilst working. and he huffed and puffed as he hauled it down, and plugged it in, plugged the net in..and no net...oppps, the phone thing was shagged, wouldnt work! so we had to go fork more cash out to buy a wireless card for it, all because he didnt want to carry it back up! took up a lot of stress especially as jakey boy was in one of his ever annoying moods today. he is so difficult. its just a phase.
Feeling a little down latley like im stuck in a circle of bottles, bums, fedding, shouting at jake, cleaning etc etc, i love been a mummy wouldnt change it for the whole world and its dog, but everyone needs a break. i even have to bath and shave my legs with jake sat in the bath!!! love him!
need some me time! my driving lessons are my escape really 2 hours away doing something as simple as driving but something that wil change everything in a good way. cant wait to pass, i allready love it, i wont have to worry bout buses and rain and jake refusing to walk and just sitting on the floor and crying!
my fitness going well, i have lost 2 pounds this week, cut out beer and shit food, and also 30 mins running and squats and lunges etc every night, i can zip my size 10 jeans up once more! i want to shift a bit more, and i want to be fit too. 2 kids to run around after is hard. I have a humongus pile of ironing to do, again! but I just aint doing it tonight!
jake not off to his grans this weekend, they away, and my mum busy. and matthew usually goes to see his yummy lil man on a saturday so i may take kiddies somewhere!
sat watching katie price, god i hate that woman! i hate bad manners and slags and people generally like her! im a foul mouthed sod at times but only in anger, I hate people like that!!!1 grrrrrr, pete is just so yummy! and such a good daddy!!!!
Rian xXx
Thursday 27 August 2009
Wednesday 26 August 2009
Stressed out baby!!!!!
Well as the title says, I am majorly stressed!!!! Jake has decided to be a total muppet all day, he just wont listen, and as i am sat trying to get luke to sleep, he runs up claps in his face, gets stuff out of kitchen and i cant tell him off incase luke wakes up as it took so long to get the ratty baby to sleep, and jake knows this! raaaaaaarrrrrrrr, matt has gone to see him little boy, hope he lil monkey is okay!
Benn house hunting again, we will be in a position to get a decent private rent soon, but I am so desperate to move i have been applying for council everywhere, you actually apply online now and tday i have applied for 15 houses! I hate this house it depressed me, we took it as we needed somewhere to live, it had n0 heating for a year, and when i convinced the landlord to get it he wackedd the rent up, its now ridiculously priced, we can afford it no problem, but we can get double for what we pay. thing is with estate agents, they make you pay for credit checks, and we just simply wont pass one, so the other option is a provate landlord in shitty area or council, i prefer council as you stay as long as you wnt etc and they are usually bigger, also any repairs are carried out straight away. this is stupidly small, 1 bed and box room!!!
we want one near matts mums, he has had 3 houses up there before and they are nice so hopefully if inag the housing asociation enough maybe we will get one!!!
god enough ranting!
rian xXx
Benn house hunting again, we will be in a position to get a decent private rent soon, but I am so desperate to move i have been applying for council everywhere, you actually apply online now and tday i have applied for 15 houses! I hate this house it depressed me, we took it as we needed somewhere to live, it had n0 heating for a year, and when i convinced the landlord to get it he wackedd the rent up, its now ridiculously priced, we can afford it no problem, but we can get double for what we pay. thing is with estate agents, they make you pay for credit checks, and we just simply wont pass one, so the other option is a provate landlord in shitty area or council, i prefer council as you stay as long as you wnt etc and they are usually bigger, also any repairs are carried out straight away. this is stupidly small, 1 bed and box room!!!
we want one near matts mums, he has had 3 houses up there before and they are nice so hopefully if inag the housing asociation enough maybe we will get one!!!
god enough ranting!
rian xXx
Monday 24 August 2009
My Brave Boy
Just got back from Lukes jabs, 3, poor lil man.. its awful but has to be done. he cried a bit but he is fast asleep on me now.Jake is been his pain in the ass self today, even tho last night he actually slept all night!!!
Health kick started today. my goal is to be 10 stone again, and at 5 foot 7, i reckon i will be just right. currently 11 stone, which i carry well, but I'm all wobbly!!!
so no beer, no fast food, how will i cope?? I hope I cn stick to it, I suffer bad with self confidence and always think I look a mess, i think if i can shift this then I will be happy!
Gonna start looking for work I think, matthew is self-employed from home now, and its a pain been under each others feet 24/7 but, I cant complain as i get lie ins and he doesnt work 9-5 so i get help with the kids etc but I need to do something, even just part time, Maybe more hours when jake starts nursery in january, Have registered him at a few but i dont like any round here, im not racist in anyway but, some are 95% asian, and even have translaters! I dont want my sons learning slowed because some kids who live in england, at an engish nursery have not even been taught the english language, its ignorance on the parents part.
Matthew's lil boy goes to a really good school, and hopefully we will be moved by the time it comes to jake going to nursery and i can get him a nursery place there, his kid is really smart and polite etc so they are obviously doing a good job at the school and the nursery will no doubt be the same.
Floggin a load of stuff on ebay lately, makes a few quid, baby clothes fly out! so that will keep me busy, me and the kids take a walk out to the post office nearly every day, fun eh!!!???
anyway, now luke is flat out, its time for me to go back to mummy duties nd gonna run round with jakey boy for a bit xxxx
Health kick started today. my goal is to be 10 stone again, and at 5 foot 7, i reckon i will be just right. currently 11 stone, which i carry well, but I'm all wobbly!!!
so no beer, no fast food, how will i cope?? I hope I cn stick to it, I suffer bad with self confidence and always think I look a mess, i think if i can shift this then I will be happy!
Gonna start looking for work I think, matthew is self-employed from home now, and its a pain been under each others feet 24/7 but, I cant complain as i get lie ins and he doesnt work 9-5 so i get help with the kids etc but I need to do something, even just part time, Maybe more hours when jake starts nursery in january, Have registered him at a few but i dont like any round here, im not racist in anyway but, some are 95% asian, and even have translaters! I dont want my sons learning slowed because some kids who live in england, at an engish nursery have not even been taught the english language, its ignorance on the parents part.
Matthew's lil boy goes to a really good school, and hopefully we will be moved by the time it comes to jake going to nursery and i can get him a nursery place there, his kid is really smart and polite etc so they are obviously doing a good job at the school and the nursery will no doubt be the same.
Floggin a load of stuff on ebay lately, makes a few quid, baby clothes fly out! so that will keep me busy, me and the kids take a walk out to the post office nearly every day, fun eh!!!???
anyway, now luke is flat out, its time for me to go back to mummy duties nd gonna run round with jakey boy for a bit xxxx
Sunday 23 August 2009
WIped out!
God im just so tired!! no idea why tho, laid in bed with my last beer for 4 weeks!!!no drinking till my night out with my ladies, cant wait, my mummy friends are travelling to leeds, from scotland, geordie land, lincoln, manc all over!!! fantastic bunch of gals they are! staying at etap for the night and gonna gte good and drunk, the reason why im not drinking is coz i have myself a brand new gorgeous dress, a size 10, and im pissed off as it did fit me! now its tight, but the thing is i have to slim a bit, as it is a zip al the way up, and its bd enough my DD's are stretching it anyway, i dont want my lard ass busting the zip and me walking round leeds in nothing but bra and what looks like a coat!!!! a short one!!! so on with the walking, wii-fit and no beer and no takeaways!!!
i ned to get fit anyways, im not exactly healthy, i need a load of energy to keep up with the kids, off for an implant on tuesday, and when it runs out i wilbe getting anotherone fitted straight after, no more kids for at least 6 years, i woud absolutly adore a il girl, but just not yet, i said if luke was a girl i would have no more!....
wel, i think one more wee is in order then im off to the land of nod, poor baby pudding has 3 jabs 2morrow,not looking forward to it, matt had to take him for his last ones as i knew id just cry!!! poor lil man, im braving it this time as my baby oves his mummy! he was crying lst night and wouldnt go sleep but as soon as i picked him up off matthew and cuddled him hewent o sleep on me, lavvly feeling that was, made me blub..again LOL
Rian xXx
i ned to get fit anyways, im not exactly healthy, i need a load of energy to keep up with the kids, off for an implant on tuesday, and when it runs out i wilbe getting anotherone fitted straight after, no more kids for at least 6 years, i woud absolutly adore a il girl, but just not yet, i said if luke was a girl i would have no more!....
wel, i think one more wee is in order then im off to the land of nod, poor baby pudding has 3 jabs 2morrow,not looking forward to it, matt had to take him for his last ones as i knew id just cry!!! poor lil man, im braving it this time as my baby oves his mummy! he was crying lst night and wouldnt go sleep but as soon as i picked him up off matthew and cuddled him hewent o sleep on me, lavvly feeling that was, made me blub..again LOL
Rian xXx
Sunday..relax day?
Just put baby pudding back to bed with his daddy, and ive actually managed to clean, do washing, hang washing out, although that pile of ironing is still there and ever growin, maybe, if i put it in the shed it will come ot ironed? ok, so i need to get off my lard ass to do it,
Jake is at his nannas till one, e probbly slept ll night for her and is masaging her feet as i type, he loves my mum, she has soooo much patience for him, they do all gardening etc and he has his own fish, bless him!
im pretty boring today, normal house stuff
wonder if matt is going to play any poker? he was supposed to play like 10,000 hands or something by monday, i dont think he has managed it!!!!!!
I ait played for ages no time, still ot sh on CD poker i think! not a lot tho as i wasnt that good haha!
anyways, ironin it is!
Jake is at his nannas till one, e probbly slept ll night for her and is masaging her feet as i type, he loves my mum, she has soooo much patience for him, they do all gardening etc and he has his own fish, bless him!
im pretty boring today, normal house stuff
wonder if matt is going to play any poker? he was supposed to play like 10,000 hands or something by monday, i dont think he has managed it!!!!!!
I ait played for ages no time, still ot sh on CD poker i think! not a lot tho as i wasnt that good haha!
anyways, ironin it is!
Friday 21 August 2009
AND RELAX
Tis friday night and im sat here with a glass of rosa wine, having half hour before i tackle the ironing. Finally kids are asleep, Jake my eldest, has been having a few nigges lately with sleep, he hates been on his own but with the size of this house i cant get his bro in with him just yet, i know he will love this, and as soon as we move they wil be sharing, he will love it, Jake is such an intelligent boy, and has such a colourfull imagination, so funny, but he has vivid dreams lateley and they scare him, poor lil man.
Luke is a fab baby, has slept 12 hours a night since 5 weeks old, what a dream, he is cosy on the bed with his daddy right now, such an amazing dad to his kids, they adore him, luke will figit at around 4AM but he jsut comes out of his cot and cuddles his daddy and sleeps till 7.
Had bad news today, My sis got attacked on the way to work, 5am in the morning, on the phone to her bird walking to work, and a car pulls up at side, 3 blokes jump out and smash the shit outa her, steal her phone and she ends up in A and E...its so terrible, shes a lovely person and has been through so much and has become true to what she realy is latley and its ace, sooo did not deserve this. has worked since 16, wonderful person, and some scum from round here in a stolen car do this. its discrasful.Its another reason why i want to move out of here.
We cant wait to move, we havebeen on the waitin lists for a council place, we work, but my idea was that with a council place, there is no set contract, and you n ever have to leave unless you want to, so i could spend cash doing it up for the kids nice etc..BUt having no luck so I am looking for a private rent, 3 bedroomed with a garden, seen loads of lovely places and i cant wait to get the ball roling.
WEll off to check the rest of my emails then on with the cleaning, my turn to get up early tomorrow so not late one.
Rian xxx
Luke is a fab baby, has slept 12 hours a night since 5 weeks old, what a dream, he is cosy on the bed with his daddy right now, such an amazing dad to his kids, they adore him, luke will figit at around 4AM but he jsut comes out of his cot and cuddles his daddy and sleeps till 7.
Had bad news today, My sis got attacked on the way to work, 5am in the morning, on the phone to her bird walking to work, and a car pulls up at side, 3 blokes jump out and smash the shit outa her, steal her phone and she ends up in A and E...its so terrible, shes a lovely person and has been through so much and has become true to what she realy is latley and its ace, sooo did not deserve this. has worked since 16, wonderful person, and some scum from round here in a stolen car do this. its discrasful.Its another reason why i want to move out of here.
We cant wait to move, we havebeen on the waitin lists for a council place, we work, but my idea was that with a council place, there is no set contract, and you n ever have to leave unless you want to, so i could spend cash doing it up for the kids nice etc..BUt having no luck so I am looking for a private rent, 3 bedroomed with a garden, seen loads of lovely places and i cant wait to get the ball roling.
WEll off to check the rest of my emails then on with the cleaning, my turn to get up early tomorrow so not late one.
Rian xxx
New Intro
Well, Here goes, This is my rant, stress and general shit chit chat page! My public diary really! I'm getting a little bored buzzing stuff about in my little mind, so I thought, hey, lets write it down and let other people into the crazy mind I have!
A bit about me, I'm a yummy Mummy! got 2 young children, and they keep me busy most of the time! Live with Mr pudding who can be found HERE who as you can see, is a poker fan! I supoose he doesnt do to bad!
I don't really know where to start, there is so much in my lil head I suppose i will start from this week!
So, we go and buy a netbook thing, and a wireless router, mainly so matt can work (self-employed) and i don't boot him off to check my facebook or other random sites! Turn out the router thing needs setting up with a CD thing, and as our luck is bad, ours doenst work, so off he toddles to buy one, tries to fit it to the main PC, and what happens, Nothing, its broken, mouse wont work, computer capput!!! but been the little geek he is, he manages to get it sorted and gets me online! marvelous!
I dont know what I would do without the net now, I lived without it for so long but now its just a daily thing, log on check bits and bobs, then get on with the day.
So, been trying to loose some weight too, I put on a hefty 4 stone with baby pudding, and it shot me up to 14 stone! OMG, i looked hideous by the time he came out, wobbly bits, saggy boobs! but, been a good girl, I have managed to shed 3 stone of it, I can carry the extra quite well as im tall, but im still not as slim as i want, the beer and chinese dont help but its something im prepared to give up soon, want to be fit again!!!
Got a wii trainer for my birthday as well as driving lessons from my man, so I've been keeping up with them and hopefully both will change things a bit!
Rambling on, but its friday, kids are still awake grrrrrrrr, but i opened my first beer! gonna set this thing up and then get them allready and asleep, and then i can settle with my nice huuuge pile of ironing for the night!!! lavvlyyy
Rian xxx
A bit about me, I'm a yummy Mummy! got 2 young children, and they keep me busy most of the time! Live with Mr pudding who can be found HERE who as you can see, is a poker fan! I supoose he doesnt do to bad!
I don't really know where to start, there is so much in my lil head I suppose i will start from this week!
So, we go and buy a netbook thing, and a wireless router, mainly so matt can work (self-employed) and i don't boot him off to check my facebook or other random sites! Turn out the router thing needs setting up with a CD thing, and as our luck is bad, ours doenst work, so off he toddles to buy one, tries to fit it to the main PC, and what happens, Nothing, its broken, mouse wont work, computer capput!!! but been the little geek he is, he manages to get it sorted and gets me online! marvelous!
I dont know what I would do without the net now, I lived without it for so long but now its just a daily thing, log on check bits and bobs, then get on with the day.
So, been trying to loose some weight too, I put on a hefty 4 stone with baby pudding, and it shot me up to 14 stone! OMG, i looked hideous by the time he came out, wobbly bits, saggy boobs! but, been a good girl, I have managed to shed 3 stone of it, I can carry the extra quite well as im tall, but im still not as slim as i want, the beer and chinese dont help but its something im prepared to give up soon, want to be fit again!!!
Got a wii trainer for my birthday as well as driving lessons from my man, so I've been keeping up with them and hopefully both will change things a bit!
Rambling on, but its friday, kids are still awake grrrrrrrr, but i opened my first beer! gonna set this thing up and then get them allready and asleep, and then i can settle with my nice huuuge pile of ironing for the night!!! lavvlyyy
Rian xxx
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